state of mind currently is very Natalie Portman in Closer. particularly this scene.

















Dan: She was... disarming.
Alice: That's not a euphemism.
Dan: Yes, it is.




Happy Moment of 4/18: I've decided I am going to volunteer abroad for a couple of weeks in the summer. I've narrowed it down to Thailand or Peru-either volunteering at an Orphanage or teaching English. This suspended feeling I have been having for awhile has dissipated-this is the right path for me now. I'm so happy I could scream.
Shhhh don't tell my parents.